As this weird year draws to a close I have been reflecting on what a testing year it has been for us as a family. We had the strangest pregnancy with lee not being allowed to any scans or appointments, even only coming in half way through labour, we got embezzled all the money in our bank account, our baby was poorly had lots of stays & appointments in alder hey, our baby boy would of been 10 this year which really I’m not sure why but affected me. Lee lost his job and we lost our lovely uncle, great uncle an amazing man in our family. I went back to work full time, my hair fell out an I developed adult acne an had panic attacks frequently. Finally we ended up again in alder hey     on Christmas morning & Boxing Day! We are not by far NOT the worst off everyone has had a awful year some much more than others.  But this year has been unbelievable it has taught me so much, this life is so short you need to make every second count. If your struggling with your mental health whic